And it honestly kept me from choosing to accept the truth in it for so long. I mean, I kept myself from accepting all the cheesy, pseudo-inspiring quotes. “You can’t be loved until you learn to love yourself” the most prevalent among them. Pretty sure by now though that I couldn’t have accepted it any sooner. Like, almost physically. I simply wasn’t capable. There has to be a need to accept it. The ego loves its little misery hole too much. Ramble ramble ramble. I need to sleep now.

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